i relish taking a few lives out of each curious kitty out there. it was so much fun. ;-)
it was not intentional. i wanted to tell out the news. but i just couldn't coz nothing was finalised yet at that time. on the other hand, i didn't really wanna tell out coz the surety of the happening seems to be still so far off. at least to me. more than 5 weeks to go.
the gutsy me says:
this is so exciting! i finally can explore many new possibilities.
the negative me says:
oh no, what if i can't adjust to the new lifestyle? what if loneliness sinks in deep?
oh, the civil war inside me is still raging.
people are giving me advices that i will give to others who are in this situation. i can't be logical to my own self. i try to. but emotions and logic don't seem to communicate well. it's happening a lot lately. the heart and the head belongs to one me but they are so different personality wise.
i need words of encouragement. i shall rephrase that. i am begging for words of assurance. can you give me some, kitty cats?
9 comments:
An-intellectuall-wannabe-kitty says:
It is time to step out from the comfort zone and explore into the unknown. Anxiety comes with the unknown. That's the package.
But mastery will give great satisfaction and a priceless experience. Makes one a stronger and adaptable person.
Look at it as an adventure, and you will seek out the thrill in that strange land.
A-comforting-wannabe-kitty says:
Don't worry la - u never try, u will never know. Nothing is stuck,you can always come back if you don't like it. We are just a phone call away (like you said). Penang is well-known for people with a big good heart (judging from the number of charity org they have). So, I am sure you will meet a lot of good people to keep you buzy with. I will pray that you will find them, or they will find you. Else, we come and find u. :)
lol...ebbs, isnt it funny that when she moves away only we go cari her, but when she was here all along, we never really go cari her? i'm SO guilty...hahaha
kwazy berry, life's an adventure. at least you wont be old and grey and wondering, if i had taken that job in pg, i wonder what would it have been like...
like ebbs said, you can always come back if you don't like it. it's not like there's no turning back :) so go out there and turn pg upside down with your presence!
...and i know He is there with you...
yea. awful people we are. haha. so u better come cari me before I migrate.
Life is a journey that never ends...Just like what Naruto (I'm addicted to him =) ) always say...
This is his way of ninja...
In your case...This is your way of Life. ^^ Be brave to accept challenges and overcome all the obstacles ahead..
U are the Best... and u knew u can overcome it..^^
Ganbate neh!!
thanks for all the words of encouragement. you bet i will be reading this page of comments time to time just to savour the words.
ebbs: oi cha boh! you wanna migrate ke? which country? bagus lah, then i got free accommodation. quickly go migrate pls...muahahahaha... ;)
kwazy berry: or you can also msn/sms/email us for more words of encouragement :D
ev, why dont u migrate first. I want free accommodation too.
i have no where to migrate to, that's the problem :(
well, when i watch those American TV show, they always tell a rumours about a lonely old woman half face eaten by her HUNTRY CAT!!!!! That is why they desprate to get marry, hahaha
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